Shit!!

What to do? what to do? so the girl from work that I have a crush on...I think she likes the idea of us. We haven't had the chance to talk about it but it has come out in the open that there's something there. Her older sister, whom authorizes my paycheck every two weeks, has noticed and so have all the other people that we work with. Needless to say, I'm feeling the pressure....jajajaja. Now, here's the twist. A very good looking and sweet girl that I started seeing about 8 months ago but that unfortunately didn't have the chance to actually date called me out of the blue last week. I met with her for a few beers then and I just couldn't help myself to enjoy the night away...jajaja. Now, the relationship that I'm currently in is defenitely going nowhere. She is sweet and nice but she is on one end of the dating spectrum and I'm at the other end. I hate brake ups but its better than to continue pretending that all is well. As far as the crush goes, she is awesome, she is cool, I have a great time with her but I do work with her. I guess the dilemma is: working, good time girl or hot old crush and the hope that it evolves into something more?

Jajaja!!!

I have this horrible crush on a girl that I work with. To begin with she is not "Pamela Anderson" hot but she does has her size...jejeje. But most importantly, she is awesome! I mean, we've been out a few times and everytime I have a good time. I should say that we go out but not like on a date. It's always as friends and thats it. I flirt with her of course, and she flirts back...but that's all. Honestly, that makes her even more desirable...just knowing that I shouldn't. Besides, I've met girls like her. Always friendly, always flirty, pretty and down to earth. Desired by anyone and everyone. They know what they want, they know when they want it and are not afraid to say it. The problem is that they are the only ones that know and if you ask, those sparks and fun flirty games are gone. Still, I love to talk to her. I get all stupid and blushed and I just can't help to laugh because I know that she knows....jajaja!!

What?

I was going to write about the awesome experience that I had this past weekend, but just suddenly I felt apprehensive about it. Not that I need to be ashamed, on the contrary, it was great. Maybe later...
I wish I cared less about what you think. If I did, I could tell you all about my experience in this world- you might find it helpful-Even though I'm aware about the fact that I'm only just another human being and that I too will die someday, everytime I think about making my thoughts public, I feel like I'm opening pandoras box.

Simple

Si lo buscas
lo encuentras,
Si lo pintas
lo admiras,
Si lo tocas
lo sientes,
Y si no tienes cuidado
lo puedes perder